my angel, 9 years ago today i had no idea we would lose you so soon, so fast, i was so unprepared for the heartache that would follow. it does get better with time, but it never goes away. i carried you, fought for you for 32 weeks only to have to let you go after only having you in my arms a few hours. i carry you in my heart every moment of every day. kiss your grandpa for me. and rest easy my angel.